adstring_npc: (Animus)
Adstringéndum NPC ([personal profile] adstring_npc) wrote2011-07-10 09:02 am
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{Animus}

[There's the usual static hum on everyone's PCD, as the screen goes black. After a moment, a low flute tone starts up, continuing as a background melody throughout. For anyone who hears it, it would sound vaguely familiar, from their home world- though played inexpertly, as if they couldn't entirely remember how it was supposed to go.]


too soon, too early

not quickly enough


calm down, take a breath we're still setting up

we'll take it apart
you always do

we can carry it ourselves
is it really necessary

finally, that's better
wait what's going on

ino rite <333

[identity profile] checkmychainyo.livejournal.com 2011-07-10 08:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Why don't you feel anything for us? Just what are we to you?

[identity profile] checkmychainyo.livejournal.com 2011-07-10 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[His voice becomes ice-cold.]

...Are these your own feelings, or were they instilled by an entity that controls all of you?

[identity profile] adstring-npc.livejournal.com 2011-07-11 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
some of ours
some of the time

[identity profile] checkmychainyo.livejournal.com 2011-07-11 01:56 am (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't know what can control the Animus, but he defers that question as if he secretly knows the answer.]

Some of us have formed a theory that there's a larger and more powerful entity controlling you.

[identity profile] adstring-npc.livejournal.com 2011-07-11 12:13 pm (UTC)(link)
they would be wrong

or right

[identity profile] checkmychainyo.livejournal.com 2011-07-11 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
And what is your way? When you view it from your way, are you controlled by something?

[identity profile] adstring-npc.livejournal.com 2011-07-12 10:16 am (UTC)(link)
controlled by ourselves

unless we lack self-control
we might
we lose so many things

[identity profile] checkmychainyo.livejournal.com 2011-07-12 04:37 pm (UTC)(link)
What do you mean you "lose so many things"? Is that related to a lack of self-control?

[identity profile] adstring-npc.livejournal.com 2011-07-12 08:44 pm (UTC)(link)
it means we need to do inventory more often
when you have so many thoughts, we keep them in storage

right next to the limbs
potted plants
tomatoes

[identity profile] checkmychainyo.livejournal.com 2011-07-12 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
...That doesn't make any sense!

[identity profile] adstring-npc.livejournal.com 2011-07-12 09:01 pm (UTC)(link)
of course not
we make the sense somewhere else

[identity profile] checkmychainyo.livejournal.com 2011-07-12 09:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[kdljafkdj he hates having his words twisted around like that. But he rethinks what they said and tries something else.]

...You said that when you have so many thoughts, you 'keep them in storage.' Does that mean you can't remember certain thoughts? You experience memory loss?

[identity profile] adstring-npc.livejournal.com 2011-07-12 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)


though it's hard to remember something
you're not sure you've forgotten

[identity profile] checkmychainyo.livejournal.com 2011-07-13 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
How do you...keep the thoughts you want in 'storage'?